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Cost Or Lost

Going through life, I surely realise this
Expectations are bad, break the bliss
As mostly, they won't be met
Since lot of times life is not set
Not meaning to say life is unfair
It is just this way, however much you care

So many a times
You may face some crimes
Someone may take you for a run
Go back and answer, why I the bun

Did you trust him more 
Or was he better on score
Was it based on emotion
Or was it a skill based notion

I know all defeats, losses are sad
But give it to him for your skills were bad
If emotion was where you lost
Don't worry, he paid the cost
Recent posts

A Closet, My Mind

My back against a bed Slight dizziness in my head I enter a big white machine Life, losing its sheen
The reports come out No chance, without a doubt A heartbroken, dejected step When I experience a wrest
Words cut through the noise He stands with a poise “What, what is wrong Have seen you for long”
“I have no more than 90 days” Still the same, he says “You must be around twenty five Let us take a deep dive
How many days you know That still make you glow” A long pause, I can’t say “30 as of today!”
Irritated I shun him off “Please to the point” I scoff Simple response “Okay fine Still, 3 lives in line”
By the take I make sense I wake up, all tense Yes, it was a dream I eat my favourite ice cream
The situation was not there Thank god, thanks for the care But the thought lingers on 25 years have gone
Assets in closet, memories in mind Only one I could bind The direction probably needs to alter Real situation, I cannot falter

Away & Stay

As the numbers on the calendar change The feeling is a little strange Not because I had a bad year Not because something was left Some subtle but noteworthy alterations I don’t know it is the new me Or even how much is even under my control But things start from a very basic level The people I was partying with last year The inbox clutter that was The calls that mattered back then The birthday I was planning for Most of the changes are for the good Sorry, all the changes are for the good Some things I decided to miss Others I am glad I could But still the thought lingers in my head Will next year again be so away And will this thought still stay?

Me, Only Me

Even though it is all in the hind She still comes to my mind Comes easily but does not go away Still figuring how to keep her at bay
Even though I totally abide In favour of the blank side That logic is not enough I didn’t know it would be so tough
Even though it has been long I still hum the same song So, I reload my armour Work hard as a farmer
And suddenly it strikes Just as a farmer loves his “bikes” They are there or not Even their seats become hot
But, his investment counts for more Than any fuel score All his life to achieve this And now ignorance is bliss
Probably the same thing here But now, truth not with fear It was me and only me And I would soon again see

Whisper Louder Than The Shout

Together for the time that we were
Long ago, so memories blur
But still I recollect we talked
What if this equation was rocked?

Maybe I myself told you
Or just another way, I have no clue
But the so called mutual agreement was
That only I would be lost cause

I am more dependent, more in love
You still a strong independent dove
I told you once just fear the other end
Once put off, I never look beyond the bend

Obviously no mutual agreement here
I also didn't push, to be fair
But the way things have panned out
The whisper turned out louder than the shout

Different Horizons, Same Sun

He was walking down the aisle He just went back in time To the days when he would be there Working all day, even tirelessly through the night Things not making sense, Some words still stuck in his memory Words too big for the boy back then They were just there, but never came through “You just have to keep going The dots always connect backwards” Only the first part made sense The owner of the company that wants to hire Addressing the crowd, which was once his own “Hard work always pays off, just keep going” A slim hand rises in the crowd Fascinated a question pops “How did you plan all this? “How did you know this was your destination” Fumbling to between the truth and his stature He chooses what is right Two completely different horizons But the same sun sets for both “Dots always and only connect backwards”

Miracles, I No Longer Bet

Sitting with folded arms
Eyes in the endless farms
Random movements in the head
Twitching around on the bed

A miracle is about to take place
I have tightened my shoe ace
Waiting for this for quite long
Hope it is accompanied by my song

The waits extends a little longer
The urge grows a bit stronger
Perspiration, tension creep in
What to unlock the tin?

I go out, seek advice
Not far away from the dais
The moment is right here
Now my life will steer

But another disappointment awaits
The result everyone hates
So I put on the thinking hat
It is me or my bat?

Finally, a realisation down the way
I have to dive to reach the bay
Take my guard, the stance is set
On miracles, I no longer bet