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You Still, I No Longer

I know you still blame me
You still feel that I am wrong
You still believe I gave up too soon
You still think we can be "friends"
But do you really think?

You still want me to believe
I was once your priority
You still want me to accept
You have moved on
But do you really think?

You still want to share all news
You still want to clarify the views
You still want that birthday wish
You still want to experience that bliss
But do you really think?

The new guy is still not your world
The comparison is still with me
You still convince him things will work
You still ask me is he the right one
But do you really think? 

I no longer want to be a part of your life
I no longer want your acceptance
I no longer care about your emotions
It is no longer about all of that
Now it is about how I felt and feel


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