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I Promise Once Again

A thousand thoughts in my head
Should I just go to bed?
Never mind, one is no big deal
And so, there goes the seal

A lighter I bought long ago
I will stop at just one blow
But just for the urge to stop
Force myself to go to a shop

Can that make me wait
It is too late
But then, it has been long
Especially with my favorite song

So I get up, grab my shirt
Wait, I will come back and flirt
A long walk in the scorching heat
Ends on an uncomfortable seat

An exchange of familiar looks
Free from all the hooks
The lighter lightens one end
And I find a secluded bend

That feeling grabs me again
The effort, no longer a pain
This is surely my last
Like the promises of the past

I begin to walk back
Feels as if I am carrying a sack
Why did I falter?
Just tell me, how I can alter?

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