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Go Ahead, Stop

My fingers, my mind, my emotions
Same body and different notions
Multiple questions, multiple reasons
Something to do with the change of seasons?

An eternity has already passed
A lot of wisdom amassed
But has all been in vain?
Does it all go down the drain?

Now the fingers take over
Lead by emotions? Give me a break
I type the name, type the number
Something wakes me out of slumber

I know I should delete
Problems will be replete
I convince life is better now
I remember the old vow

“You will not do this ever again
All you got was immense pain”
Reasons aside, I still march ahead
Number saved and enough said

When was the last seen?
Where, how she has been?
All answers absolutely futile
But the doubts still pile

Deleting it, I make a swear
“I have to take care
I can’t afford to do this
It takes away my bliss”

Yes, she was wrong
Yes, she took my song
Yes, I am over it
Getting repaired bit by bit

Then comes another day
Promises made of clay
Till when will this go on?
Am I only a pawn?

No, I take a stand
To lead at least my band
What has left has no name
It only marks the end of the game

After her, have taken the right path
Then returns the fun of the bath
An experience well taken
Yes, it has left me shaken

But coming back stronger
Now I will last longer
This was the last
I am over my past

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